14.9.10

& this is how it goes... at least for now.

Why does the weekend sound so great, when the week has just begun? You tell me. So, with one week down, I'm starting to reconsider what I thought earlier. I was so ready for something new.. but there is nothing new about this. I mean, maybe more faces, maybe more choices, but drama? The same old thing we've gone through year after year. I don't understand why people can't just talk face to face; we live in such virtual world these days, it's such a downer. The craziest things are being said, but nobody stops to take the time to actually talk things out verbally. But hey, welcome to the 21st century I guess.


Today... not the best day. I'm tired of walking, I'm tired of talking, I'm tired of thinking. I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep for a few weeks. Everything around me is moving, but I'm not. It's like I'm stuck in this vortex and I can't get out. Days like these, I wish they'd just go away. Morning passes by in a flash, and before you know it the days over and you've accomplished absolutely nothing. Except maybe an exhausted mind! All in all, I guess I'm just yearning for summer. It's ironic though, because just weeks ago I was begging for school to be just a little bit closer. Funny, how life seems to work around itself.


It's 7:21. The sun is leaving the sky. I've got a mountain of homework before me, calling my name. My room is a mess, much like my thoughts. Tomorrow will be a new day, it always is.


Praying for strength, for know-how, & for a sense of direction. I know You know where to guide me.


-Lindsey Lehua.

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